It’s Not A Problem! (Locked Away In This Prison)

Prompt 26 – Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

It’s Not A Problem, I Swear (Locked Away In This Prison)

It needs to be just right! It must be right! That is all my thoughts scream at me. No matter what I’m doing. I could be falling down a flight of stairs and that’s all I’ll be concerned about – falling perfectly. Why does it have to be right? I wish that just for a minute I could turn my brain off, and not have to hear it scold me for leaving something crooked. I hate getting up in the mornings. I hate going to work. They all stare at me. It’s like I’m a zoo animal! Is fixing up my desk such a big deal? They do it on purpose. When I leave, I know they go through and mess everything up. That’s why I need to fix it. And shopping! Oh, shopping is much worse. The public is such a cruel place to be. But I’m human, just like them! There’s nothing wrong! I’m just a bit more…conscientious about, well, everything. I swear it’s not a problem. Sometimes, I may feel a little trapped, but don’t we all. There isn’t anything wrong. Nothing is wrong…

I don’t actually know what OCD is like, so if I got it wrong, I’m sorry. This is short, and it feels more like a rant than anything. I hope to come back to this and to fix it up at some point during the future. What do you think?

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5 Responses to It’s Not A Problem! (Locked Away In This Prison)

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  2. Nicholas Jae says:

    The “stuff being crooked” is definitely OCD. Though I must say, I lot of this sounds much more like having an anxiety disorder (trust me).

    • Ivie says:

      Thanks for the comment and for letting me know about the writing. I’ll probably go back and edit this in my spare time to make it fit with OCD.

      • Nicholas Jae says:

        One of my own little quirks is making sure I take an equal amount of steps in the sunlight and in the shade when I’m walking around. Been doing it for years, can never stop counting my footsteps.

      • Ivie says:

        That’s cool. I may need to use that in a writing. If of course, you don’t mind. Can you do it without much thought now or do you always need to think about it?

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